hello. its me again writing this blog. and this time im not going to type with some happy wuppy feeling like before. i feel very sad right now :( i think like im getting less and less of friends for every minutes and every seconds. i miss all my friends so much ;( ooh ada aku cakap tak about this one guy yet? rasanya belum kot. well yeah, aku gila rapat dengan dia boleh tahan la. kenal dari myspace since last year and pernah la hang out some few times together. aku ni jenis suka tido gila lambat and yeah, dia selalu call aku malam malam. pagi pagi buta pun ada, like 3 or 4am mcm tu. haha kelakar gila. aku pun macam 'ahh its okay, dah terjaga pun. go on lah sembang je'. so he is like my late-night-phone-friend lah ;) if dia tak tido, dia akan call aku. and so do i. dia kata dia kelawar, tak tido malam haha. hm, so yeah. we had a little fight few days ago :/ haritu, aku ada date dgn my girlfriend, U. the night before tu dia ada call aku at 4am or something, aku dah tido sume. just like i said earlier, aku akan layan je if someone yng call aku no matter what time cos aku hargai sangat, seriously :) sembang sembang sume, and then dia kata nak join skali lepak esok (the day yng aku nak lepak with my friend, U) so i was like, okay! come la. keesokkan harinya my dad macam tukar plan tak jadi gerak to that shopping mall cos he had to go to somewhere else! aku pun tak bgtau papela kat si dia ni cos at that time pun dah macam pukul 4pm macam tu. i thought dia pun macam tak jadi en. but then i received a msg from him. 'you katne?' -whoa apalagi terbeliak lah bijik mata aku :0 aku call dia right away, tanya dia katmana and all. oh great, dia dah ada kat mall tu -.- 'omg sorryy! i thought you were not coming! i canceled the plan! im sorry' oh okay he said. AND SAMPAI SEKARANG, aku hantar cmnt kat myspace tak reply, call tak angkat, sms tak pernah balas -.-' okay la, maybe he's busy or something kan? tak kisah sangat. then lusa i tried to call him again, nak ajak dia lepak sunway sekali. but too bad, he didnt answer my calls :/ well nvm lah, busy lah tu.
so tadi, i went to rasta. lepak makan dinner semua. there was many guys/girls shisha-ing. my bro and i macam nak je order satu haha BUT NO. my mom was there hihi :P so okay, moving on. there was a bunch of boys sitting behind my table. i have to pusingkan my badan to their faces cos i wanted to watch beijing olympics! suddently, i saw this one guy wearing a black tshirt coming forward to those guys (those guys who is behind me) i was like, 'ehh gila familliar. wait waitt, i know him lah. omg its E !' :D i terus tutup muka and followed my bro to the counter to pay the bills. and again, i called E to make sure if thats him. i dialed his number, i looked at him. i saw his mobile macam tgh ringing dari jauh. he was holding his phone under the table. OH, okay. he didnt answer my call :/ dia buat bodoh je. terus aku mcm terpikir, so before this dia mmg ignore aku lah? call msg cmnt semua buat donno. wah panas and kecik hati jugak lah that time. bila otw nak balik terus aku tegur dia. 'eh why you didnt answer all my calls? msg cmnt sume tak reply, asal you? you okay tak ni? -oh hello. ye okay je. (dia pandang tempat lain and betul betul tak heran langsung yng aku kat depan mata dia. macam aku cakap dgn kawan sebelah dia je) pehh bertambah panas sial hati aku. takkan la about that small matter pun tak nak tegur aku dah mcm dulu? aku dah cakap sorry so many times! ;( but dia still dgn ego dia. apalagi, daripada aku cakap mcm orang bodo kat situ baik aku belah. so aku belah je ah. lantak ah, tak kuasa aku -.- aku cakap dgn kau, kau buat bodo je en? you're making fun of me eh? well okay then. if thats what you want it.
so yeah, thats the story. i lost a friend. a very good friend. a friend that i used to hang out with, celebrating merdeka together, spraying the snow-can thingy at me sampai aku sesak nafas semua. yeah i had fun. a lots of fun. thank you for being my friend, E